Friday, August 6, 2010

Being a sick teddy




I must be not sick
I just cant see what you see
I must be not dumb
I just cant accept change
I must be not crazy
I just close my self to new ideas
I must be not myself
For how else will I learn?

8.6.10
11:42 pm

Day 8 Part 1

Studying for the Praxis... THERES NO WAY I CAN STUDY FOR THE PRAXIS!!!!
I wrote down everything, I mean everything down thats stressing me out and do you know what she says? "Maybe we all should do that too." Yea maybe YOU should! RAhhhhhhh
Top it off Aunt Flo decided to drop by this week, meaning she has to share MY room MY clothes and MY life! RAHHHHHH
Not going to be a good day. At least I'm wearing my new dress, Flo can't take that away from me.
Work 3-10 MAYBE gym  if I can get out of the house in time

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Day 8 8.5.10 >.< BAD DAY

VERY BAD DAY INDEED

Food:
Oatmeal
Bad apple, pretzals, granola bar umm...? apple sauce?
Taco Bell
Hamburger Helper... not for me it isnt!
Ran after little kids at my new job today, does that count for something?

Writing down everything that is stressing me out and why I can't handle what my mother is throwing at me anymore.

Oh and Praxis is coming up on Tuesday, totally not ready for that either bc SHES STRESSING ME OUT OVER THAT!

8.5.2010
11:37 pm

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

8.4.10 I do bad all by myself day 7

And no I'm not a Tyler Perry or who ever it is fan, I just felt like saying that ... hehe

So:
Health Nut:
Oatmeal for b'fast
Taco Bell for Lunch
Ham, rice and green beans for dinner... A REAL HOMECOOKED MEAL!!! :D so happy!
and an ICE POP for dinner! Totally made up for the Taco Bell whachum I ate

Worked out for an HOUR today with L.W. and J.W. go us! but boy do I feel tired! Gonna post the trial thing up later... its a 3 day set with a longer alternative....

Um the room....
Nada today... Except... what did I do? Oh yea... Went SHOPPING with J.S. !!! Found 4 pairs of earrings for $.98 each!! and a little hand purse for like $3.50! Go being thrifty! :D
And bought a few items for school like 5 binders for 59cents each, like totally worth it! : ) Oh and markers too so I can use that board again with out like totally ruining the one black one I have... It was $1 come on!

Hmmmmmmmm............... LOTR is on downstairs and the laundry is calling my name... I think I'll do both.
And thank you Calvin for peeing on the kitchen floor today. You were worth the $20 I got besides watching your mini owner!


But the problem is... Calvin ain't no puppy... hes almost 15!

Night ya'll! First shift at the new job tomorrow! :D SUPER EXCITED!!!
8.4.10 10:54 pm

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Day 6 (8.3.10) The Old Closet/The New Closet

Folks, I'm living in a walk in library in my closet, legit. I have subjects from A-Z that I had no idea that were even in here! One box is already off to the library but what about the books that I want to keep? I don't have any more boxes for those! Yikes! Any suggestions would be helpful please!!!

Health Nut:
B'fast: Oatmeal
Lunch: (skipped... oops)
Worked Out Maybe 40 Minutes and J.W. was there! Completely made my day! He is one of the people I really missed when I left my high school, Like really missed, and I dont Know Why.
Dinner: Chicken/Rice/Eggplant that my mommy packed for me for at work ^.^ Yummy! Home cooked meal!

My computer needs to do a power lockdown/more updates/I really have no idea what its doing again so I'm gonna make it short and sweet tonight. Maybe I'll actually get to bed early with a book! :D
Lets hope so!



Night! 8.3.10 11:35pm & Night J.W.!

Monday, August 2, 2010

The Old Closet Part 1/Day 5 (8.2.10)

Ello Folks! As usual I'm my chipper self seeing how G.B. yelled over the speakers today "BLESS YOU" right after I sneezed. Totally made my night! And a customer said that I had a cute smile.. you can say that right!
So before I get all mushy over work and other things I'll give ya'll the laydown of the day:

Health Nut:
Cereal for b'fast
Hotdog/Cheese stick for lunch
Macaroni/Chips/Soda/Candy for Lunch
Didn't work out... Lost track of time [ruler on wrist of that one!]

The Room:
As you can tell from my title today I tackled the closet. Really the shelf with all the books on it. I need another box, thats for sure. I got rid of one and sent it to the library for the donations that all go to the um, to the um, FAIR to the fair to be sold to fund things for the library throughout the year. Yea go me, I'm helping out my community. GO ME!
And I went to Christines to donate my clothes, she also sells them and gives me half of the profits. I like that, getting something out of the profits! She only took two pairs of pants though, which is rather too bad I think. So, she's going to sell them for me and in late October I get to pick up the money and maybe donate some more things to her. Not a bad trade off right?
I still have four stacks, no five stacks of books in my room plus more in the 'new' closet that I don't necessarily want to give away but they still need a home nevertheless. Odd of me right? I can't quite find a home for the, and they're certainly not I repeat not going back in the closets!!!

That's about it. Oh and mom doesnt quite get it that its one of my goals this summer to get rid of the $&!# in my room/closet. You know how much better I'm going to feel and much more 'grown up' when this is all through with? MUCH MUCH BETTER! So suck it up ... please. It's going to make us both feel much better when its all over and done with. I'm still going to have to through the umpteeth boxes stacked everywhere in here. EHHHH And I need to pack too! Oy Vey...Not to mention I broke something as it fell off the shelf when I was grabbing books....

And that is how I'm going to send ya'll off tonight. Now I'm going to talk to someone, recheck the blasted emails, balance my checkbook, read a few chapters in Little Women (awsome book, even better play!) and eventually fall asleep. Laptop needs to charge, thats why I'm staying up a little past 1230! Goo'nigh! 11:33 pm 8.2.10

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Day 4 (8/1) & THAT VANITY 3

As you perhaps could tell... I'm not getting anywhere with the vanity. Well, not necessarily NoWhere... I am getting SomeWhere with it.  I cleaned out underneath it (yes I vacuumed today) and there is now a single box underneath the vanity. It's full of books that I need to sell from freshman year. And some othe rones besides that I havent gotten around to sorting and gettting rid of yet. But it definetly looks neater! I got rid of all the Girl Scout things, it's all in the attic now, and t looks much better down here for it too!

Health bit:
Cereal for b'fast
Hotdog for luch (bleaugh)
Soup & chicken salad for dinner
Lots of Playdough Ice Cream for dessert ... oops
Did not go to the gym today, Sundays are my days off!

Room: vanity looks neater underneath which is good I suppose, still need to finish though
My Grandma had a great idea get rid all the books I don't read and all the junk papers! Will start on that ... eventually. But the vanity looks better at least!

I think tomorrow I'm going to make cuppercakes for wednesday. It'll keep me sane for a little while longer XD

Oh and here's a website for ya'll too. It's pretty funny!  http://xkcd.com/150/



Goodnight ya'll 12:15 a.m. 8.2.10