Courtney and Rachel are gone. I don't know where they went, they are just -- gone. It's been over two weeks and the whole town is worried. We don't know where they went. Courtney left a note on the table in their house saying that they went out shopping to the nearby outlet but from here to there they disappeared. The Police say that 911 received a call from Rachel's phone but all they heard was the rustle of branches and the screech like when a car scrapes across the side of a car but that was all. It wasn't even enough to record. Their families are worried, some of their friends are worried. When Alice, my current girlfriend, heard about them gone, she went white and left my house in a hurry. I hope she didn't have anything to do with their disappearance. It would break my heart again.
I'm scared for Courtney. Courtney is the world to me, she was my everything. Ever since I met her in high school, I've been in love. She has always made me laugh, how ever corny the joke was. I didn't want to say anything in high school, because we were from different groups, she was from the bottom of the rack, the lower group, the one that always tried to fit in, an outsider. She hung out with all the outcasts of the school, at least of our school, the goths, the overweight, the tattooed, the pierced even the quiet ones. They all banded together during lunch and during field days, I always felt sorry for them. I am one of them. I fit in with them, I really did. I never was very good in sports, I do actually have a piercing, my left ear was done, I pulled it out the night before I moved up here, I was over weight until I moved up here, then I grew out of it. The only reason why I moved up in ranks was because of Alice, she pulled me up there by dating me, the 'new guy.' We have been dating since sophmore year, right after I met Courtney.
Alice hates Courtney, that's why she proclaimed me her boyfriend. I never actually said that she was my girlfriend. It's all her, and Courtney knows that. I feel nothing for Alice, I love Courtney. I'm scared for Courtney. Rachel I know is her best friend from out of town. I don't know much about her, just that she hangs out with Courtney. She's not that bad looking either. But I don't care about Rachel, maybe I will in the future, like maybe considering her as the Maid of Honor, hah, listen to me about wedding plans, already. But no, no matter what girl walks by me, I love Courtney. She is everything to me. She is beautiful, talented in art, wonderful singer, and everyday this summer she stopped by my work and dropped off a diet coke, I LOVE diet coke.
Courtney, and Rachel for that matter, I hope you girls are okay. If I ever see you again Courtney, I want you to be with me and I'll make sure you never leave my sight and scare everyone again.
Alice, I hope you're not a part of this, I really do.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
The Blind Side
Sandra Bullock is an awesome actress. And she made this an awesome movie! Although you may not be a sports fan, this is still an excellent movie. "Big Mike" is from the worst place in the city, low down friends, a momma on who knows what and a daddy who just died by jumping off of the city bridge. Everything turns around when he is picked up by a family and is asked to stay. He does and turns into the next big football star! The transistion is amazing, the actors/actresses played thier roles well and the movie is flawless. The best part is the whole thing is a true story! There are pictures of the real Micheal Oher [*sp] at the end! Pretty awesome eh?
The preteen girl in me says....
"It's time to go shopping!"
"No its not", I replied.
"Yes, it is!"
Before I could get a response in off she went into the bathroom to wash up. 'Great' I thought.
Ten minutes later, despite my protests I was sitting shot gun in her beat up mercury sable on my way to the outlet mall an hour away. Shopping is not my thing, never was, never will be. The only time I'm happy shopping is when she's actually out the door done shopping. That's my favorite part.
With the window down just to annoy her I leaned over and flipped the station to the rock one I always listen to. With a snort she flipped it back.
"You should open your mind to more ... different music Rach. Maybe you'll learn to like it."
"Maybe I'd like it more if they were less lovey dovey."
"You're a lost cause."
I gave a mock hat bow from the seat, still leaning back enjoying the highway breeze. "Thank you mi'lady."
She sniffed in frustration.
Twenty five minutes later I realized that we were alone on the highway, and this is at the point when its always congested with everyone trying to get on the highway on the right or off of it on the left. But this time today there was absolutely no one. I looked behind the car and saw storm clouds off in the horizon, 'the weather man didn't say anything about rain today' I muttered. Courtney didn't say anything, which was unusual as well. I figured it was because she was fighting the wind... wind? When did the wind start? We both looked at each other and knew that something was wrong. I rolled up my window and shut off the radio which was beginning to be affected by a strange static.
"Maybe you should pull over Court."
"I - I can't. I'm not driving anymore." I looked at the wheel, it was turning the car off the highway by itself.
The car rolled down over the embankment separating the woods from the road and kept driving into the woods. I put my seat belt on, I hadn't had it on this whole time and grabbed for something to hold onto, all I found was Courtney's hand, and I could tell she was scared too. On the car drove, right into the woods, following a path that had been there, just wide enough for a car to pass through. Around us the woods began to grow dark, and shadows played through the trees, as if the sun was still trying to reach us. On and on the car drove, driving us farther into the darkening woods. At the base of a large tree, its branches beginning too high up to see them begin, entangled in the branches surrounding us. The car seemed to rev up and drive into the tree prompting Courtney and I to duck, fully expecting an impact with the air bags to go off, but it didn't. The tree opened up below the trunk, lifting the roots up as if they were merely a skirt of weeds. Loose roots from the surrounding trees encircled the car, wrapping us in a cocoon of wood, impenetrable. I could feel the earth sucking us into the ground, pulling us under the trees...
Courtney's still next to me, but she's sick. Neither of us had had anything to drink in days. We are using our cellphones as flashlights, hers died first three days ago. Mine is shut off for now to save the battery. The car won't turn on, the battery is dead, the lights won't turn on either. We're both scared. We don't know where we are. We broke the back window but we couldn't break the branches surrounding us, we don't have the tools too. I don't know if anyone will ever read this, before it's too late. Please save us.
To Be Continued...
"No its not", I replied.
"Yes, it is!"
Before I could get a response in off she went into the bathroom to wash up. 'Great' I thought.
Ten minutes later, despite my protests I was sitting shot gun in her beat up mercury sable on my way to the outlet mall an hour away. Shopping is not my thing, never was, never will be. The only time I'm happy shopping is when she's actually out the door done shopping. That's my favorite part.
With the window down just to annoy her I leaned over and flipped the station to the rock one I always listen to. With a snort she flipped it back.
"You should open your mind to more ... different music Rach. Maybe you'll learn to like it."
"Maybe I'd like it more if they were less lovey dovey."
"You're a lost cause."
I gave a mock hat bow from the seat, still leaning back enjoying the highway breeze. "Thank you mi'lady."
She sniffed in frustration.
Twenty five minutes later I realized that we were alone on the highway, and this is at the point when its always congested with everyone trying to get on the highway on the right or off of it on the left. But this time today there was absolutely no one. I looked behind the car and saw storm clouds off in the horizon, 'the weather man didn't say anything about rain today' I muttered. Courtney didn't say anything, which was unusual as well. I figured it was because she was fighting the wind... wind? When did the wind start? We both looked at each other and knew that something was wrong. I rolled up my window and shut off the radio which was beginning to be affected by a strange static.
"Maybe you should pull over Court."
"I - I can't. I'm not driving anymore." I looked at the wheel, it was turning the car off the highway by itself.
The car rolled down over the embankment separating the woods from the road and kept driving into the woods. I put my seat belt on, I hadn't had it on this whole time and grabbed for something to hold onto, all I found was Courtney's hand, and I could tell she was scared too. On the car drove, right into the woods, following a path that had been there, just wide enough for a car to pass through. Around us the woods began to grow dark, and shadows played through the trees, as if the sun was still trying to reach us. On and on the car drove, driving us farther into the darkening woods. At the base of a large tree, its branches beginning too high up to see them begin, entangled in the branches surrounding us. The car seemed to rev up and drive into the tree prompting Courtney and I to duck, fully expecting an impact with the air bags to go off, but it didn't. The tree opened up below the trunk, lifting the roots up as if they were merely a skirt of weeds. Loose roots from the surrounding trees encircled the car, wrapping us in a cocoon of wood, impenetrable. I could feel the earth sucking us into the ground, pulling us under the trees...
Courtney's still next to me, but she's sick. Neither of us had had anything to drink in days. We are using our cellphones as flashlights, hers died first three days ago. Mine is shut off for now to save the battery. The car won't turn on, the battery is dead, the lights won't turn on either. We're both scared. We don't know where we are. We broke the back window but we couldn't break the branches surrounding us, we don't have the tools too. I don't know if anyone will ever read this, before it's too late. Please save us.
To Be Continued...
Monday, August 30, 2010
"God Is Light"
Uriel is the wisest archangel.
He guides writers and magicians.
He controls the weather,
helps bring about knowledge,
and creative insight.
Call on him to avert difficult weather
or to protect you from mother natures scorn.
His color is green,
his element is Earth,
and his name means
"God is light."
He guides writers and magicians.
He controls the weather,
helps bring about knowledge,
and creative insight.
Call on him to avert difficult weather
or to protect you from mother natures scorn.
His color is green,
his element is Earth,
and his name means
"God is light."
First Day
Alrighty! We have officially finished the first day on campus. According to my roommate, I was talking in my sleep last night (something about shutting a window?) but no damage was done. I'm thinking that maybe I ate my earring though, I can't find it anywhere.
About six girls just walked by window just now... with DUNKIN DONUTS COFFEE. So jealous. I want dunkies. Grawr... Anyways. I should be doing my homework and I will, it will take me a second to do it then I'll be up and about doing other things.
I just got my job back (yae!) so now I'll be going around watching & working at all the games nearby. It should be fun! Come join me at Wednesdays game at 4!
Best part about today was the celebration we had on campus where we got to see just about everyone on campus all enjoying the speeches and such in the church. Wonderful ceremony! And we sang the Alma Mater, kind of reminded me of 'Grease' but we didn't mess up the words! I miss having my friends around though, we always have some kind of line to tie back to some kind of movie. But thats what college is for! Making new friends and still keeping in contact with the old ones.
So, I hope everyone has thier books, and is keeping cool this week, its going to be a scorcher! If anyone is looking for me, I'll be in the shade near the door on my tarp. PLENTY of room for anyone!
Last bit: I promise! Concert in the Quad tonight, I saw them setting it up when I went in for lunch. Definetly go everyone! Its going to be fun, concerts always are. Then on Friday is movie night!!
Okay, I'm a bad example for procrastination, I thought I was going to work on that too...
Have fun the rest of the first day and keep cool!
About six girls just walked by window just now... with DUNKIN DONUTS COFFEE. So jealous. I want dunkies. Grawr... Anyways. I should be doing my homework and I will, it will take me a second to do it then I'll be up and about doing other things.
I just got my job back (yae!) so now I'll be going around watching & working at all the games nearby. It should be fun! Come join me at Wednesdays game at 4!
Best part about today was the celebration we had on campus where we got to see just about everyone on campus all enjoying the speeches and such in the church. Wonderful ceremony! And we sang the Alma Mater, kind of reminded me of 'Grease' but we didn't mess up the words! I miss having my friends around though, we always have some kind of line to tie back to some kind of movie. But thats what college is for! Making new friends and still keeping in contact with the old ones.
So, I hope everyone has thier books, and is keeping cool this week, its going to be a scorcher! If anyone is looking for me, I'll be in the shade near the door on my tarp. PLENTY of room for anyone!
Last bit: I promise! Concert in the Quad tonight, I saw them setting it up when I went in for lunch. Definetly go everyone! Its going to be fun, concerts always are. Then on Friday is movie night!!
Okay, I'm a bad example for procrastination, I thought I was going to work on that too...
Have fun the rest of the first day and keep cool!
Cleaning out the Quote Box
"If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different...I'd rather be completely f*cking mental."
- Angelina Jolie
Every step forward begins with a firmly planted foot in the past.
"If you do what you've always done, then you'll get what you've always got." - Tony DiNozzo, NCIS
"What we have here is a dreamer, someone completely out of touch with reality. When she jumped she probably thought she would fly." - The Virgin Suicides
To rise, let go of the weight of other people's opinions.
"I've been reckless, but I'm not a rebel without a cause." - Angelina Jolie
"Nature is about balance. All the world comes in pairs." - Lara Croft, Tomb Raider
OK, so what's the speed of dark?
"That's just what I want - to be Topanga's boyfriend. And then we can name our children Chubaka and Plankton." - Cory Matthews
Is it bad to want something that no one else wants?
Keep your eyes on hte road thats how accidents happen! -Rambo
you know when you have everything when you have nothing to lose
One fine day in the middle of the night two dead boys got up to fight, back to back they faced eachother drew their swords and shot one another, the deaf police man heard the noise and came and shot the two dead boys. Theres more but i cant write it!
I've got one helluva gaurdian angel & one helluva night planned...
I got a couple dents in my fender
Got a couple rips in my jeans
Try to fit the pieces together
But perfection is my enemy
And on my own I'm so clumsy
But on Your shoulders I can see
I'm free to be me - Great Song!!!
every problem is an opportunity in disguise - Firefly
I'd like to know the difference between things that are real and those that are fake. But as of right now, who is the right one to ask?
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party like a rockstar
look like a movie star
play like an all star
baby im a superstar
- Angelina Jolie
Every step forward begins with a firmly planted foot in the past.
"If you do what you've always done, then you'll get what you've always got." - Tony DiNozzo, NCIS
"What we have here is a dreamer, someone completely out of touch with reality. When she jumped she probably thought she would fly." - The Virgin Suicides
To rise, let go of the weight of other people's opinions.
"I've been reckless, but I'm not a rebel without a cause." - Angelina Jolie
"Nature is about balance. All the world comes in pairs." - Lara Croft, Tomb Raider
OK, so what's the speed of dark?
"That's just what I want - to be Topanga's boyfriend. And then we can name our children Chubaka and Plankton." - Cory Matthews
Is it bad to want something that no one else wants?
Keep your eyes on hte road thats how accidents happen! -Rambo
you know when you have everything when you have nothing to lose
One fine day in the middle of the night two dead boys got up to fight, back to back they faced eachother drew their swords and shot one another, the deaf police man heard the noise and came and shot the two dead boys. Theres more but i cant write it!
I've got one helluva gaurdian angel & one helluva night planned...
I got a couple dents in my fender
Got a couple rips in my jeans
Try to fit the pieces together
But perfection is my enemy
And on my own I'm so clumsy
But on Your shoulders I can see
I'm free to be me - Great Song!!!
every problem is an opportunity in disguise - Firefly
I'd like to know the difference between things that are real and those that are fake. But as of right now, who is the right one to ask?
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party like a rockstar
look like a movie star
play like an all star
baby im a superstar
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Where's my Moon?
As of tonight the moon has dissapeared! I have no idea where it went.. I think I'm going to blame the guy from Descpicable Me! He stole the moon, and made me very upset. Poop. He's taken my moon on the same night that I moved into my dorm with my friends. Double poop. Its a link to home I like to have, seeing how it goes right over my bed at night. Its so pretty. I like sleeping in the moon sometimes, literally. I put my pillow in the moonbeam on the bedsheet and sleep on the other end of my bed! It makes me feel good. Did you know that people used to believe that the moon had special healing powers? It does! I don't know any of the special remedies for them at all, but it would be a fun project, maybe when I have the time and no homework! Speaking of homework, thats what I meant to do, go find my books scattered through out my desk and match them up with my binders. That won't take too long, its only about a dozen books!
If you remember look up the video for "I don't like your Girlfriend" by Avril, its pretty funny stuff!
If you remember look up the video for "I don't like your Girlfriend" by Avril, its pretty funny stuff!
Catching Mythical Creatures
Unicorns and Virgins
Only a virgin can catch a unicorn.
Only a virgin can catch a unicorn.
It's all about this state of purity,
which is why the unicorn is a symbol of it.
Anyone forced to be the bait would not be successful,
as the "force" implies that the virgin isn't doing
the act of his/her own free will.
the act of his/her own free will.
That's why a willing virgin can catch one. ...
I CAN CATCH UNICORNS, YOUR ARGUMENT IS INVALID.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Men Of Honor
Pretty good movie, would watch again, when I want to waste 2.5 hours of your night when you know you have better things to do! It could have been a bit speedier, and a few less swear words. Navy officers though all dressed up in '60s uniforms and the OLD Diving Suit. AWESOMENESS!!!
But thats all I really have to say about it. Oh and don't watch it if you're a bit sqemish like me when it comes to blood, its not pretty.
And you can TOTALLY tell that thats not a real leg people!
Okay, I'll be quiet now... Over and Out.
But thats all I really have to say about it. Oh and don't watch it if you're a bit sqemish like me when it comes to blood, its not pretty.
And you can TOTALLY tell that thats not a real leg people!
Okay, I'll be quiet now... Over and Out.
Friday, August 27, 2010
Italian Dressing Recipe
Itailian Dressing Recipe
1 Keilbasa Pam
4 Potatos Glass Pan
1 Onion Spatula
1/2 a box of mushrooms Sharp Knife
1/2 a bottle of Italian Dressing
~ Set Oven to 350 degrees
~ Cut up the Kielbasa into little 1/4 inch rings
~ Peel & Cut the Potatos into bite sized pieces
~ Cut the Onion into sixteenths, they're easier to eat that way
~ Clean and Cut the Mushrooms into fourths, slice with the stem up
~ Put all cut veggies and meat into the glass pan and stir with the Italian Dressing
~ Put into the oven for over an hour, check the pototos and make sure they are cooked, eitherwise none of it is done. If you think you need it add a sploosh of more Italian Dressing, just a sploosh though, don't over do it and ruin the taste of all the other flavors!
ENJOY!!!
1 Keilbasa Pam
4 Potatos Glass Pan
1 Onion Spatula
1/2 a box of mushrooms Sharp Knife
1/2 a bottle of Italian Dressing
~ Set Oven to 350 degrees
~ Cut up the Kielbasa into little 1/4 inch rings
~ Peel & Cut the Potatos into bite sized pieces
~ Cut the Onion into sixteenths, they're easier to eat that way
~ Clean and Cut the Mushrooms into fourths, slice with the stem up
~ Put all cut veggies and meat into the glass pan and stir with the Italian Dressing
~ Put into the oven for over an hour, check the pototos and make sure they are cooked, eitherwise none of it is done. If you think you need it add a sploosh of more Italian Dressing, just a sploosh though, don't over do it and ruin the taste of all the other flavors!
ENJOY!!!
the Last Song
The Last Song
2010
Synopsis
Miley Cyrus stars as a teenager who reconnects with her father years after her parents go through a nasty divorce in this adaptation of the Nicholas Sparks novel.
Starring
Miley Cyrus, Kelly Preston, Greg Kinnear, Bobby Coleman, Liam Hemsworth
Awesome MOVIE!!! I actually cried, and I never cry in movies! Well, maybe it might have helped that I was thinking of other things, but I did cry! Basically Cyrus meets Hemsworth on the beach when she stalks off from moving back in with her dad for the summer. He completely alters her love life, while dodging some of dad's 'I'm the dad, that's my daughtor, hands off buddy' unsaid gestures. Hey, he's just the average dad who wants to protect his daughter, right? My dad would've done the same thing! So there is a few real pretty dresses, a few southern parties and a lot of accent. I was talking in southern accent in my dreams for the next few days!
All in all ya'll should watch it. It'll clean out your eyes real good, unless if you cut up an onion last night like I did as well, Yum Yum my favorite Italian dressing dinner!
P.S. Liam Hemsworth is now on my background, thanks Lis for letting me watch it!
2010
Miley Cyrus stars as a teenager who reconnects with her father years after her parents go through a nasty divorce in this adaptation of the Nicholas Sparks novel.
Starring
Miley Cyrus, Kelly Preston, Greg Kinnear, Bobby Coleman, Liam Hemsworth
Awesome MOVIE!!! I actually cried, and I never cry in movies! Well, maybe it might have helped that I was thinking of other things, but I did cry! Basically Cyrus meets Hemsworth on the beach when she stalks off from moving back in with her dad for the summer. He completely alters her love life, while dodging some of dad's 'I'm the dad, that's my daughtor, hands off buddy' unsaid gestures. Hey, he's just the average dad who wants to protect his daughter, right? My dad would've done the same thing! So there is a few real pretty dresses, a few southern parties and a lot of accent. I was talking in southern accent in my dreams for the next few days!
All in all ya'll should watch it. It'll clean out your eyes real good, unless if you cut up an onion last night like I did as well, Yum Yum my favorite Italian dressing dinner!
P.S. Liam Hemsworth is now on my background, thanks Lis for letting me watch it!
GO. Slow. STOP.
Well Blu is being finkity, I think he knows that its almost time to go. Hah, "go" is such a strange word. You "go" places, you "go" to sleep, you "go" you know where, and you "go" out. Funny how one word could mean so much.
As for 'Going' on my part the day after tomorrow I'm 'going' back to my dorm and moving in with my friend for school. So excited! I have everything packed, just about. I just realized that I forgot hair things like hair spray and such, but that won't take too long and it can all go in my purse and such. Not too bad eh? So I'm 'going' 1 p.m. on Sunday, and I can't wait! I'm packing the car on Saturday so I dont' have to deal with it and the rest of it is a piece of cake. I'm thrilled that I get to move in myself this year, it'll make everything so much easier, I can unpack everything at my lesiure and I can put things where I want to. It'll be fun! I think.
As for 'Going' on my part the day after tomorrow I'm 'going' back to my dorm and moving in with my friend for school. So excited! I have everything packed, just about. I just realized that I forgot hair things like hair spray and such, but that won't take too long and it can all go in my purse and such. Not too bad eh? So I'm 'going' 1 p.m. on Sunday, and I can't wait! I'm packing the car on Saturday so I dont' have to deal with it and the rest of it is a piece of cake. I'm thrilled that I get to move in myself this year, it'll make everything so much easier, I can unpack everything at my lesiure and I can put things where I want to. It'll be fun! I think.
Ooops I forgot
It's not usually what you say,
It's usually what you don't say
That matters
It's not usually what you don't do,
It's usually what you do do
That matters
It's not usually what you emotionally show
It's usually what you don't show
That matters
It's not usually where you go
It's usally where you don't go
That matters
Its what you don't say, don't do
Don't show, don't go
That matters.
It's usually what you don't say
That matters
It's not usually what you don't do,
It's usually what you do do
That matters
It's not usually what you emotionally show
It's usually what you don't show
That matters
It's not usually where you go
It's usally where you don't go
That matters
Its what you don't say, don't do
Don't show, don't go
That matters.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Its that feeling
Its that feeling when,
You ask about a figurine on the shelf,
And everyone in the room goes quiet.
Its that feeling when,
You comment on a persons good luck,
And they go silent, then turn away.
Its that feeling when,
You comment on someones great speech,
Then they walk away, growing pink in the face.
Its that feeling when,
You say the wrong thing at the table,
And anything else said afterwards feels awkward.
Its that feeling when,
You call a dear old friend,
And they no longer remember your name.
Its that feeling when,
You write down all the jokes you have with friends,
A year later no one remembers what they were.
Its that feeling when,
You say goodbye leaving anywhere,
And no one turns to say goodbye to you.
Its that feeling when,
You write all those thank you notes,
And no one ever writes in return.
Its that feeling when,
You walk into a room and say hello,
But no one greets you in reply.
Its that feeling when,
You prepare a party for everyone to come,
At the last minute everyone cancels to go to another one.
Its that feeling when,
You save up all your money for that special something,
And on the day you go to get it, its no longer there.
Its that feeling when,
You help everyone out in thier time of need,
But when you need thier help in you time of need, no one is there.
Its that feeling when,
You have every one of your friends in a picture
And the photographer ruins it with his finger in the lens.
Its that feeling when,
You ask about a family member you saw the other day,
And you are informed that they had recently passed away.
Its that feeling when,
You think you have all the time in the world,
Then you learn its already too late.
Its that feeling when,
You have everything going for you,
Then suddenly you have nothing.
Its that feeling when,
You try to not feel anything,
For the one person you're falling for.
Its that feeling when,
You feel everything for one person,
And they care nothing for you.
Its that feeling when,
The world as you know it is falling apart,
And some one steps in to show you that it really isn't.
Its that feeling when,
You have a moment of panic when you lose something,
To find out it was nothing at all and could be lost.
Its that feeling when,
You do your laundry,
And you lose a sock to your favorite pair.
Its that feeling when,
You feel that the summer will never end,
And tomorrow is truly the end.
Its that feeling when,
You are late to work,
And you walk in a few minutes early.
Its that feeling when,
You're at the end of the line for coffee,
And your coffee is really good when you get it.
Its that feeling when,
Your favorite clothes no longer fit you,
But you know they will look fabulous on someone else.
Its that feeling when,
You do your laundry late at night,
And you can fall asleep in warm sheets.
Its that feeling when,
You can't fall asleep on those warm summer nights,
Then you flip your pillow over and everything is alright.
Its that feeling when,
You need an extra security blanket although you're past that age,
And some gives you that extra boost of confidence without prompting.
Its that feeling when,
You're about to cry,
And an unexpected person hugs you without a need for explanation.
Its that feeling when,
You feel you have nothing left to write home about,
And you realize there is always a funny story to tell.
Its that feeling when,
You feel that you should give the poor your change,
Then you see them the next day and you realize it was all an act.
Its that feeling when,
You clean you room and feel satisfied,
Then a few minutes later it is a mess again.
Its that feeling when,
You feel the need to tell one person your life story,
And you realize they have better things to share.
Its that feeling when,
You need a girls night,
And your girls already have brought over the nail polish.
Its that feeling when,
You need a night out with the guys,
And they drive up that moment to take you out.
Its that feeling when,
You miss everyone you've ever known,
And you have three messages waiting from friends after work.
Its that feeling when,
You're on a date and wanting to pay,
But you're date won't hear of it at all.
Its that feeling when,
You're on a date and you know they want to pay,
But you want to treat them, and won't hear of it at all.
Its that feeling when,
You jump off of the side,
And you know soon you'll come up for air.
Its that feeling when,
You run out of change while paying,
And the person behind you lends you a dollar.
Its that feeling when,
You know the person in front of you will be short on change,
And you lend them the change, just for a boost in happiness.
Its that feeling when,
You don't know the right words to say,
But you offer a tissue, and it makes the world better.
You ask about a figurine on the shelf,
And everyone in the room goes quiet.
Its that feeling when,
You comment on a persons good luck,
And they go silent, then turn away.
Its that feeling when,
You comment on someones great speech,
Then they walk away, growing pink in the face.
Its that feeling when,
You say the wrong thing at the table,
And anything else said afterwards feels awkward.
Its that feeling when,
You call a dear old friend,
And they no longer remember your name.
Its that feeling when,
You write down all the jokes you have with friends,
A year later no one remembers what they were.
Its that feeling when,
You say goodbye leaving anywhere,
And no one turns to say goodbye to you.
Its that feeling when,
You write all those thank you notes,
And no one ever writes in return.
Its that feeling when,
You walk into a room and say hello,
But no one greets you in reply.
Its that feeling when,
You prepare a party for everyone to come,
At the last minute everyone cancels to go to another one.
Its that feeling when,
You save up all your money for that special something,
And on the day you go to get it, its no longer there.
Its that feeling when,
You help everyone out in thier time of need,
But when you need thier help in you time of need, no one is there.
Its that feeling when,
You have every one of your friends in a picture
And the photographer ruins it with his finger in the lens.
Its that feeling when,
You ask about a family member you saw the other day,
And you are informed that they had recently passed away.
Its that feeling when,
You think you have all the time in the world,
Then you learn its already too late.
Its that feeling when,
You have everything going for you,
Then suddenly you have nothing.
Its that feeling when,
You try to not feel anything,
For the one person you're falling for.
Its that feeling when,
You feel everything for one person,
And they care nothing for you.
Its that feeling when,
The world as you know it is falling apart,
And some one steps in to show you that it really isn't.
Its that feeling when,
You have a moment of panic when you lose something,
To find out it was nothing at all and could be lost.
Its that feeling when,
You do your laundry,
And you lose a sock to your favorite pair.
Its that feeling when,
You feel that the summer will never end,
And tomorrow is truly the end.
Its that feeling when,
You are late to work,
And you walk in a few minutes early.
Its that feeling when,
You're at the end of the line for coffee,
And your coffee is really good when you get it.
Its that feeling when,
Your favorite clothes no longer fit you,
But you know they will look fabulous on someone else.
Its that feeling when,
You do your laundry late at night,
And you can fall asleep in warm sheets.
Its that feeling when,
You can't fall asleep on those warm summer nights,
Then you flip your pillow over and everything is alright.
Its that feeling when,
You need an extra security blanket although you're past that age,
And some gives you that extra boost of confidence without prompting.
Its that feeling when,
You're about to cry,
And an unexpected person hugs you without a need for explanation.
Its that feeling when,
You feel you have nothing left to write home about,
And you realize there is always a funny story to tell.
Its that feeling when,
You feel that you should give the poor your change,
Then you see them the next day and you realize it was all an act.
Its that feeling when,
You clean you room and feel satisfied,
Then a few minutes later it is a mess again.
Its that feeling when,
You feel the need to tell one person your life story,
And you realize they have better things to share.
Its that feeling when,
You need a girls night,
And your girls already have brought over the nail polish.
Its that feeling when,
You need a night out with the guys,
And they drive up that moment to take you out.
Its that feeling when,
You miss everyone you've ever known,
And you have three messages waiting from friends after work.
Its that feeling when,
You're on a date and wanting to pay,
But you're date won't hear of it at all.
Its that feeling when,
You're on a date and you know they want to pay,
But you want to treat them, and won't hear of it at all.
Its that feeling when,
You jump off of the side,
And you know soon you'll come up for air.
Its that feeling when,
You run out of change while paying,
And the person behind you lends you a dollar.
Its that feeling when,
You know the person in front of you will be short on change,
And you lend them the change, just for a boost in happiness.
Its that feeling when,
You don't know the right words to say,
But you offer a tissue, and it makes the world better.
Monday, August 23, 2010
Fortune's a Callin'
I can't find a reason
I can't figure out why
We have been together many a season,
But truth be told, I cannot lie.
You are here, in my mind
Always haunting all my thinks
And yet I seem not to mind
You pour out of me, through every chink
I can't get rid of you, there is no way out
You'll always be there, right inside of me
I can hear you although you seem to shout
But please, will you let me see?
I want you gone, I want you back in the air
I can't agree to your wantings any more
Find someone else, I think it is quite fair
Leave me alone on some empty shore
You're time has come, it's time to go
Pack up your things, get out that door
From now on I consider you my foe
You won't find me crying on the floor
The day is set, no more tears from my eyes
The time is now, not another moment
I tell you what I say are not lies
And do not believe that I will relent
I say you're gone I say it loud and clear
Now tuck your tail between your feet
With you gone I have nothing to fear
And never again will we meet.
No more will you cut into me like a knife
Now begone, loneliness I have to live to my life
Without you ruining every step of the way
I can live freely every day.
I can't figure out why
We have been together many a season,
But truth be told, I cannot lie.
You are here, in my mind
Always haunting all my thinks
And yet I seem not to mind
You pour out of me, through every chink
I can't get rid of you, there is no way out
You'll always be there, right inside of me
I can hear you although you seem to shout
But please, will you let me see?
I want you gone, I want you back in the air
I can't agree to your wantings any more
Find someone else, I think it is quite fair
Leave me alone on some empty shore
You're time has come, it's time to go
Pack up your things, get out that door
From now on I consider you my foe
You won't find me crying on the floor
The day is set, no more tears from my eyes
The time is now, not another moment
I tell you what I say are not lies
And do not believe that I will relent
I say you're gone I say it loud and clear
Now tuck your tail between your feet
With you gone I have nothing to fear
And never again will we meet.
No more will you cut into me like a knife
Now begone, loneliness I have to live to my life
Without you ruining every step of the way
I can live freely every day.
Gotta Uh Uh Uh Undo It
Carrie Underwood can sing her way to fame
Britney Spears found her way into shame
'50 Cent' is quite a name
But being a rapper I think is quite lame.
Lady Gaga is what she is, a dame
And and Backstreet Boys sounds like a game,
Where Billy Gilman has himself to blame,
Rihanna, her boyfriend her voice did maim.
It's funny how none of these stories are the same,
And none of these 'artists' will ever be tame.
Britney Spears found her way into shame
'50 Cent' is quite a name
But being a rapper I think is quite lame.
Lady Gaga is what she is, a dame
And and Backstreet Boys sounds like a game,
Where Billy Gilman has himself to blame,
Rihanna, her boyfriend her voice did maim.
It's funny how none of these stories are the same,
And none of these 'artists' will ever be tame.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
out of this world
Not completely myself but thats how it goes in an adult life right? At least I'm not one who needs to eat chocolate.
Although, If anyone gets this, I need someone to talk to. I can't say what happened or I'll start crying again, but I still need someone to lean on.
Besides all that my trip was great, got to see some beautiful landscape, see Niagara and other state parks around New York. Pic's be up soon, just gotta find my camera.
Although, If anyone gets this, I need someone to talk to. I can't say what happened or I'll start crying again, but I still need someone to lean on.
Besides all that my trip was great, got to see some beautiful landscape, see Niagara and other state parks around New York. Pic's be up soon, just gotta find my camera.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
LOVE THIS LINE
Dorian: The Bedroom Mira, does that give you memories or ideas?
Mira: Ideas. (Stabs him in the crotch)
Dorian: If that had been permanent I would have been very upset!
Go watch "League of Extraudinary Men" And you'll know how I'm feeling right now too =D
Mira: Ideas. (Stabs him in the crotch)
Dorian: If that had been permanent I would have been very upset!
Go watch "League of Extraudinary Men" And you'll know how I'm feeling right now too =D
running
Howdy folks!
I just realized something ... That this keyboard is very hard to use in the library... but other than that... that although we go to different places in life there are always places that we tend to snag up on. Or suddenly we find ourselves going down hill fast, with only rocks at the bottom to break our falls. As we go along we may pick up a few things, such as quick friends in a canoe or a few twigs that get snagged in our way. Its all fun and games until we get stuck, in an ebbing way. No breeze to let us loose, no downward way or even a bit of something that pushes us back up a hill. There's, just, nothing. And its a blissful nothing. I like that sometimes. We just hang out in the ebb and wait for the next bit to come along and pick us back up. You can't stop it can you? Its all part of the fun. Every now and again we dry up, become a raging river or suddenly split in two, or three or more. But in the end we find our way to where ever we are going, one way or another. Its the way of life, and that's how I'm looking at it. Right now, I'm in the ebb with my friends and family, but if I suddenly find a waterfall and I start to go down it, that's how it goes. But I know that everyone is waiting for me at the bottom, to pull me through, no matter what happens. That's what all the smooth rocks on the bottom are, everyone I know and love, helping me through, time and time again.
To all you smooth rocks out there, thanks for putting up with my troubles, it makes me pull through the waterfalls much easier. Pretend that I just gave you a hug, ya'll deserve it.
Oh and the guy whose behind me in the library is kinda cute too ... he helped me with the internet! He's not one of the smooth rocks though, he's only visiting.
I need my big smooth rock right now.... *sigh*
I just realized something ... That this keyboard is very hard to use in the library... but other than that... that although we go to different places in life there are always places that we tend to snag up on. Or suddenly we find ourselves going down hill fast, with only rocks at the bottom to break our falls. As we go along we may pick up a few things, such as quick friends in a canoe or a few twigs that get snagged in our way. Its all fun and games until we get stuck, in an ebbing way. No breeze to let us loose, no downward way or even a bit of something that pushes us back up a hill. There's, just, nothing. And its a blissful nothing. I like that sometimes. We just hang out in the ebb and wait for the next bit to come along and pick us back up. You can't stop it can you? Its all part of the fun. Every now and again we dry up, become a raging river or suddenly split in two, or three or more. But in the end we find our way to where ever we are going, one way or another. Its the way of life, and that's how I'm looking at it. Right now, I'm in the ebb with my friends and family, but if I suddenly find a waterfall and I start to go down it, that's how it goes. But I know that everyone is waiting for me at the bottom, to pull me through, no matter what happens. That's what all the smooth rocks on the bottom are, everyone I know and love, helping me through, time and time again.
To all you smooth rocks out there, thanks for putting up with my troubles, it makes me pull through the waterfalls much easier. Pretend that I just gave you a hug, ya'll deserve it.
Oh and the guy whose behind me in the library is kinda cute too ... he helped me with the internet! He's not one of the smooth rocks though, he's only visiting.
I need my big smooth rock right now.... *sigh*
Friday, August 20, 2010
only a bit of news...
Found this on the internet today... I thought it was interesting, let me know what you think!
7 mistakes single women make: dating advice
1. We feel entitled.
2. We think we have unlimited options.
3. We’re judgmental.
4. We’re pickier than men.
5. We go for the alpha males.
6. We think, “I love me more.”
7. We think he needs to share every interest.
7 mistakes single women make: dating advice
1. We feel entitled.
2. We think we have unlimited options.
3. We’re judgmental.
4. We’re pickier than men.
5. We go for the alpha males.
6. We think, “I love me more.”
7. We think he needs to share every interest.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
fix it please
I got a very amusing call from my friend today, he was calling me to tell me that he couldnt come to dance today. why would he tell me that he couldnt go to dance? because his girl couldnt go and since she wouldnt be there he wouldnt have anyone to dance with so he couldnt go. okay but why was he telling me this since i have class in an hour? oh! he replies, he placed me under the wrong number in his phone. all this time i was laughing because i thought it was prank why would i care if he went to dance or not? regardless of his girl? it was all very amusing. i told him id talk to him later and we hung up. whats really funny is that i have been thinking about him for the past few days and here he goes and calls me! how funny! is that coincidence or not? I think so actually, its happened before! Thank you for having him call me and relieve my stress for a little while. It is nice to hear from friends, even if they call me by accident. : )
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Eat Pray Love
Okay I really haven't been honest with you lot, and I'm sorry to say that it may affect a few things. First off, if you try to find me, my name is really Catrina Jones. Now good luck finding me.
My bestie is really Liz and her boyfriend is Joe and anything remotly sounding like it happened to me with a guy being flirty with me that is my imagination. I like to make up stuff. Like for instance, here's my favorite:
E.A.: So, what do you want to do tonight?
me: we could light a mattress on fire
E.A.: What good would that do?
me: You'd be on it.
Eventually I'll write a comic strip and use all these useless bits of romantic crap in them. Oh and E.A. [Erin [I like to call Aaron (his real name) a girl, because he sings like one] is a guy that I despise, therefore that is why we are using his name to be battered to bits. Okay, and now we are all caught up.
On to...! Is that the time! By golly gee its time for work!
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Then poetry kicks in....
There's something I'm hiding within the folds of my skirt
And don't ask about it that way, I'm not that much of a flirt
It's always hidden within me
This special key
It doesn't unlock just anything dont ya know
But I dont keep it just for show
I keep it hidden I keep it safe
It not something that besides my skin, chafe
It's softer than that
When you say 'tit for tat'
Its a bit of both, of the well known phrase
Sometimes, it makes me walk around in a daze
For my entire life it is something I will cherish
It's not something that over time will perish
It will live on forever in and outside of my heart
And only a few in this memory will ever hold a part
This is my life
This key
This phrase
This memory
This cherished thought
If you know the name of my piece of bliss
Then you know that it is you that I miss
And don't ask about it that way, I'm not that much of a flirt
It's always hidden within me
This special key
It doesn't unlock just anything dont ya know
But I dont keep it just for show
I keep it hidden I keep it safe
It not something that besides my skin, chafe
It's softer than that
When you say 'tit for tat'
Its a bit of both, of the well known phrase
Sometimes, it makes me walk around in a daze
For my entire life it is something I will cherish
It's not something that over time will perish
It will live on forever in and outside of my heart
And only a few in this memory will ever hold a part
This is my life
This key
This phrase
This memory
This cherished thought
If you know the name of my piece of bliss
Then you know that it is you that I miss
Monday, August 16, 2010
Amy Winehouse
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So I've realized that as I've gotton older there is something that I like to do: Try to copy cat famous peoples... " 'Do's". This time I've pulled off a half hearted attempt at Amy Winehouses' well known "pouf". I used my new 'bumpit' to pull it off, and to say in the least, it looks pretty good! It stayed up all day and it didn't undo it self which was the highlight. And a TON of people noticed the blonde highlights, which I didn't really like as much but it was noticed, which I suppose is good! Hmm dress tomorrow? I think so: and maybe I'll pull off another 'do that I like. I wonder who'll come up tomorrow. Snookie? Snow White? Lindsey Lohan? Heaven knows. But I can say that its a ton of fun!
Oh and another thing: Ameen Storm came into work today: and he told me to keep on writing my poems!
Here's one I wrote the other night coming home from the Scarlet Pimpernel
Disney Princes only exist in my 7 year old heart
Marvel Comic's alter ego's can hardly play the part
I thought I had seen it all, I thought my heart was a-fille'
Then tonight I met the Scarlet Pimpernel
Just a sketch, not really a real poem, but it was still fun to write! More things and real poetry and stories later. But be warned! A few are actually a bit spooky...
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Cake and Dark Chocolate
No, I'm kidding, its only me being a zombie.
Double kidding that was sarcasm,
I am a zombie
RUN FOR YOUR LIFE.
Anywhose
Tomorrow: Going to the BIG CITY to get a job, two jobs if possible and also be random until its time for work. Think its possible? Of course it is! If you want to join, just text me and I'll pick you up. Pick up is 910 a.m. sharp. Mom's rules: apparantly I'll lose the keys if I'm not out the door by 9. Weird rule.
E.A.: I really like you
Me: Why? Because I'm strange odd and weird?
E.A.: Well, no I was going to say nice things.
Me: Oh. Well, that aside then what are they?
E.A.: That you're sweet, cute and *......*
How fortunete for him that at this point my cellphone went off and I went home! Lousy timing...
Saturday, August 14, 2010
$ $ $ ain't it funny
How ya'll doing tonight? Or are we just a blank slate? Who ever knows at this stage in life...
So:
My room is remaining to be clean... for now.
Tomorrrow I'm going to do my laundry, [ick]
Maybe I'll go to the gym
But I'm definetly getting a BUMPIT!!! So excited! It's going to be fun to look like a Snookie for a little while =P
So:
My room is remaining to be clean... for now.
Tomorrrow I'm going to do my laundry, [ick]
Maybe I'll go to the gym
But I'm definetly getting a BUMPIT!!! So excited! It's going to be fun to look like a Snookie for a little while =P
Friday, August 13, 2010
Friday the 13th
My favorite day of the year :)
May help that I was born on Friday the 13th...
Best luck?
Saw the Scarlet Pimpernel.... love the love story imbedded in there! You should check it out on youtube if you have the chance, or if you really care, actually see it done by a teen theater. They mention "English Balls" aka dance balls XD but its a musing all the same!
Saw a shooting star! :))
Bad? Damn hamster at work bit me on the finger! >.<
Sleepy after the play... night!
May help that I was born on Friday the 13th...
Best luck?
Saw the Scarlet Pimpernel.... love the love story imbedded in there! You should check it out on youtube if you have the chance, or if you really care, actually see it done by a teen theater. They mention "English Balls" aka dance balls XD but its a musing all the same!
Saw a shooting star! :))
Bad? Damn hamster at work bit me on the finger! >.<
Sleepy after the play... night!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
only a few days
I DID IT! L.W. thought I was kidding but you really coudn't see the floor of my room. But since 215 this afternoon you can now! So there dust bunnies!! HAHA! Hey! No more biting!! Back back! I have the vacuum! Yea, thats right go hide back under the dresser... no no stop playing with the ant killer....!
Anyways, I went shopping too today and found this amazing shirt! Its grey, buttons up and is just adorable! Even my mom approves! So I'm going to wear it on Monday to land a job at school, but its funny, I could wear a tank and tyedye shorts and she'd still probably hire me, she's seen me in everything cause I'd see her everyday! Hmmm that'll be fun though, working in a library! Can't wait for Monday!
Well as for the evening of tonight, this is my favorite part about attempting to be an adult, besides being able to clean the house for as long as you want to and blast the music as loud as you want to with out annoying anyone, going out with my good friends. Tonight we saw Despicable Me and went to Dairy Queen, awesome date! We were the only one in the theatre, which was the best part, because then we could laugh as hard and as long as we wanted!
Best night of August so far :)
Prom was first best
Seeing Rent was second best
Mall trip with my bestie had to be the third
But depending on whose reading this, all the nights could be mixed up too!
Ahummmm I have 730 shift tomorrow at the new job so I must be off! Great Grouchy munchkins tomorrow, how will I ever survive XD
AND tomorrow night is Grandpa's play! So excited for that! Its about the French revolution with gullotines and all sorts of stuff like that :)))) Cant wait to see how they're going to put THAT on stage!!
And I think I'll be off too right now, my Alternative Mix on the Ipod just ended, signaling another end to a great day :D
Anyways, I went shopping too today and found this amazing shirt! Its grey, buttons up and is just adorable! Even my mom approves! So I'm going to wear it on Monday to land a job at school, but its funny, I could wear a tank and tyedye shorts and she'd still probably hire me, she's seen me in everything cause I'd see her everyday! Hmmm that'll be fun though, working in a library! Can't wait for Monday!
Well as for the evening of tonight, this is my favorite part about attempting to be an adult, besides being able to clean the house for as long as you want to and blast the music as loud as you want to with out annoying anyone, going out with my good friends. Tonight we saw Despicable Me and went to Dairy Queen, awesome date! We were the only one in the theatre, which was the best part, because then we could laugh as hard and as long as we wanted!
Best night of August so far :)
Prom was first best
Seeing Rent was second best
Mall trip with my bestie had to be the third
But depending on whose reading this, all the nights could be mixed up too!
Ahummmm I have 730 shift tomorrow at the new job so I must be off! Great Grouchy munchkins tomorrow, how will I ever survive XD
AND tomorrow night is Grandpa's play! So excited for that! Its about the French revolution with gullotines and all sorts of stuff like that :)))) Cant wait to see how they're going to put THAT on stage!!
And I think I'll be off too right now, my Alternative Mix on the Ipod just ended, signaling another end to a great day :D
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
reasons
There's quite a few of you that I'm SO HAPPY that you didn't make it here. So please stop shoving his picture under my nose. It 1) ticks me off 2) brings up some unpleasent memories and 3) theres a reason why I told EVERYONE why I didn't want to be any way associated with him. I'm glad that he's left the state. I'm glad that he almost never comes home. And I'm glad that he didn't see me glaring at him at his good bye party. Oh and you know what? I'm glad that what he did screwed up his life, its what he deserves. I just he would move to California, even better Australia. Then I'd never have to hear his name ever again. Just try shoving his picture under my nose again.... and I'll tell you what should've been said before.
And if you want to know, ask me what my problem is. Just be sure that you really want to know first.
Don't worry, if you know you're supposed to be in my life you know that you're supposed to be in my life. End of story.
And if you don't know, check the records on something. Chances are if I've talked to you or tried to talk to you within the past few weeks, then you're supposed to be there.
Like a Tornado meets a Volcano
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Only took ... 4 hours of my life. Eh. I survived =D
Hmmmmmm................................
How am I going to tackle it all today? Hickory Dickory.
Well, Dresser First.
Desk Second.
Back in the Closet Third.
Eventually Eat Fourth.
Auhhhh..... Tonights a movie night defff: Peter Pan or Hairspray? Decisions Decisions.
6:22 p.m.
8.10.10
Attempting to be an adult is a bit harder than I thought! There's high ways that you have to navigate, cranky people at the desk, decisions to make. But there is always a glass of water and a bag of skittles waiting for me somewhere so all is good!
Monday, August 9, 2010
Fire Glow and Snuzzies
Anyways: Progress? I hardly know him.
SOME of the books are off the floor but the two shelves roped off for specifically books only are now.... FULL. [burp]
Peter and the StarCatchers is calling my name :) Oh! There goes P.B. down the street now in his new contraption....
7:58 p.m. 8.9.10
I'm sick of studying for the praxis... can you tell?
Ants In The Kitchen
Uhmmm... DAMN YOU WATCH WHERE ARE YOU!?!? I hear it beeping but I can't quite figure out where it is.... Probably drives dad nuts too...
Sigh, I want to go out tonight but the Praxis is keeping me in. It should have a theme song... Maybe Darth Vador will do. Hmm.
It's a funny world outside, I found a crow feaather in the driveway when I was getting the newspaper, Hmm interesting play list going here...
A tornado definetly went through my room though, there is stuff EVERYWHERE. I want it all out but I'm running out of time. Legit. But I found the book of 70's dirty jokes yesterday ... hehe. Some of them are truly distasteful but I suppose they're okay in the company of *insert word here* boys. Boys like them (C.D. I'm looking at you!) seem to find them quite interesting. And no he wasn't in my 'Doobe Doo", you'll never know who they were! Oh and I found roses too, dried roses [Out of Cocoaine? What am I listening to? *Check* Oh, "Casey Jones" - Grateful Dead] and wooden roses. I love roses, any way they can be prepared. Yellow roses mean friendship too! I just absolutely love getting roses, especially fake ones, because they never die, they last forever!
Oh good news though! I finally folded all the laundry, now I have to do laundry again.... Oh well. I don't mind. I just forget to flip it back around thats all. I used to set up outfits in my closet for school and such but I can't do that anymore because I have to start packing my clothes for school. Maybe I should buy more tops while I'm at it...
They say you can learn alot about a person when you flip through thier Music, well good luck there. I have everything from Rap to Disney, which made B.S. laugh one time. He still teases me about it, finding Disney songs on my laptop right next to the Who. : ) Oh good times, I really miss that study hall!
Maybe I'll go and do another section in a bit, It seems like I studied everything around here though.
Math math and more math, Sentence structure, reading comprehension and writing. PFFTHHHH!!!! Yea, I just blew a raspberry at the computer.
I'm a rebel, I blow raspberrys at computers!
1:17 p.m.
Sugar Magnolia
Murder Of One
Casey Jones
You Belong With Me
Casey Jones Round Here
One More Saturday Night
Friend of the Devil
free hugs and highlanders
Howdydoody folks!
Its another day in CYBERWORLD where the cleanest spot I own is *drum roll please* todays blog. Yes, it will be clean...er.
Today I am studying for the long and incredibly boring praxis. I can't study any more. Its too depressing seeing how it is TOMORROW. But all my friends say that I'll live and its really not that hard so I'll believe them and see how it goes. Right? Right.
What I hope to do today is put the books back onto OnE shelf in the closets. It used to be on fiction and non fiction but that didn't really last long. So instead I'm breaking it down like this:
Its another day in CYBERWORLD where the cleanest spot I own is *drum roll please* todays blog. Yes, it will be clean...er.
Today I am studying for the long and incredibly boring praxis. I can't study any more. Its too depressing seeing how it is TOMORROW. But all my friends say that I'll live and its really not that hard so I'll believe them and see how it goes. Right? Right.
What I hope to do today is put the books back onto OnE shelf in the closets. It used to be on fiction and non fiction but that didn't really last long. So instead I'm breaking it down like this:
The Main Closet
My favorite books
Books I haven't read yet
Most read books
The Other Closet
Series of Books
College Books
Diaries/Journals
I think It'll work. What do I really have to lose?
Also my laundry is beginning to build up... Maybe I should fold it all and put it away... Or at least put it away. I never realized how many shorts I really owned until I couldn't find the pair I wanted! And tanks too... but never enough matching washed socks! I think I need to buy more mini ones... I can't find my black ones. Or the pink ones. Or the plaid ones. Eh: Lets go shopping.
I found a number of puzzle books too, I brought home about 10 when I came back from SJC, WAYY to many to deal with even in a year or so.
Hmmm Break time is up, Back to Sentence Comprehension! 11:20 a.m. 8.9.10 (hehe 8-9-10!)
11:11 forever
Its a time that occurs twice a day
Sometimes you see it
Sometimes you don't
But what I know
And what you know
Is our wishes
Always come true
11:11 <3
Sometimes you see it
Sometimes you don't
But what I know
And what you know
Is our wishes
Always come true
11:11 <3
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Happy Dance
IVE GOT IT!!!!!!
I made a list about what is going into each closet
One closet: Things I'm most likely to grab
Second closet: Not so much about to grab
Hehe Snoopy you claim all the attention.... YOU DESERVE IT!!
9:59 pm
8.8.10
I made a list about what is going into each closet
One closet: Things I'm most likely to grab
Second closet: Not so much about to grab
9:59 pm
8.8.10
Day (?) 8.8.10
Remember when today was the lucky day exactly two years ago? Yea freaky right how time flies by so fast....
Anyways: Here's what I'm supposed to do today:
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
See my brother off to camp
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
And eat sometime in between.
What Am I really going to do?
Study For Praxis
Clean my desk OFF
Study For Praxis
Fold my Laundry
Study For Praxis
Clean out a box of crap, and shove it all into another one
Study For Praxis
Maybe Nap
Study For Praxis
See the boy off
Study For Praxis
Fix my summer calander & see how much I've been paid :)
Study For Praxis
Email C.W. and see if hes finished my picture yet... its going to be awesome!
Study For Praxis
Listen to some music?
Study For Praxis
And eat inbetween (:
Hmmmm................
Anyways: Here's what I'm supposed to do today:
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
See my brother off to camp
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
Study For Praxis
And eat sometime in between.
What Am I really going to do?
Study For Praxis
Clean my desk OFF
Study For Praxis
Fold my Laundry
Study For Praxis
Clean out a box of crap, and shove it all into another one
Study For Praxis
Maybe Nap
Study For Praxis
See the boy off
Study For Praxis
Fix my summer calander & see how much I've been paid :)
Study For Praxis
Email C.W. and see if hes finished my picture yet... its going to be awesome!
Study For Praxis
Listen to some music?
Study For Praxis
And eat inbetween (:
Hmmmm................
Tell me that isn't funny
10:35 pm
Saturday, August 7, 2010
doobe doo
So....
I met an amazing guy one night at work.
He is amazing, I think. Not too much on the HOT side
but I like him never the less.
AND he speaks my language with Scouts!
He lives about an hour away
And his nickname is Smitty
I find him quite a character
And I think my family would approve
I met an amazing guy at the bank....
Hes HOT, FUNNY and said I was CUTE today!
And he came to work one night, and ordered Coconut
Hes a few years older than me
But Damn.... who cares?
He might even stop by tonight : )
Then theres this other guy I met through my best friend
He apparantly has a huge crush on me
But I think sometimes hes a huge jerk
He tries to be charming And sweet
I shouldnt waste my time right?
Wrong.
He's hers anyways, she saw him first
Boy oh boy, boy
You dont know how much I've missed you
Day in day out
You've been in my mind
I'd think of you
And try to forget
Because I thought you were gone forever
Then you walked right back in
Like nothing ever happened
With a hug I had missed
I realized that I never wanted you to leave again
You want me to be yours
You said it would be great
But I can't say yes
And I don't know why...
Another that I love
So much like a brother
He'll be my best friend
Until I'm old and grey
And gone
No matter what he says
or does
or dissapears to
I'll always consider him my best friend
Then there is you.
You're always there
Always helpful
Always caring
Always there for me
Always going to be my best friend
Ces't La Vie
Doesn't mean I love you
It means Stay With Me
Forever
And thats whats in my heart today
Tomorrow
And to the end of summer
But YOU will be there
Forever
LOTR 1
Had to put the LOTR things up there from the other night... really just had to!
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Friday, August 6, 2010
Being a sick teddy
I must be not sick
I just cant see what you see
I must be not dumb
I just cant accept change I must be not crazy
I just close my self to new ideas
I must be not myself
For how else will I learn?
8.6.10
11:42 pm
Day 8 Part 1
Studying for the Praxis... THERES NO WAY I CAN STUDY FOR THE PRAXIS!!!!
I wrote down everything, I mean everything down thats stressing me out and do you know what she says? "Maybe we all should do that too." Yea maybe YOU should! RAhhhhhhh
Top it off Aunt Flo decided to drop by this week, meaning she has to share MY room MY clothes and MY life! RAHHHHHH
Not going to be a good day. At least I'm wearing my new dress, Flo can't take that away from me.
Work 3-10 MAYBE gym if I can get out of the house in time
I wrote down everything, I mean everything down thats stressing me out and do you know what she says? "Maybe we all should do that too." Yea maybe YOU should! RAhhhhhhh
Top it off Aunt Flo decided to drop by this week, meaning she has to share MY room MY clothes and MY life! RAHHHHHH
Not going to be a good day. At least I'm wearing my new dress, Flo can't take that away from me.
Work 3-10 MAYBE gym if I can get out of the house in time
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Day 8 8.5.10 >.< BAD DAY
VERY BAD DAY INDEED
Food:
Oatmeal
Bad apple, pretzals, granola bar umm...? apple sauce?
Taco Bell
Hamburger Helper... not for me it isnt!
Ran after little kids at my new job today, does that count for something?
Writing down everything that is stressing me out and why I can't handle what my mother is throwing at me anymore.
Oh and Praxis is coming up on Tuesday, totally not ready for that either bc SHES STRESSING ME OUT OVER THAT!
8.5.2010
11:37 pm
Food:
Oatmeal
Bad apple, pretzals, granola bar umm...? apple sauce?
Taco Bell
Hamburger Helper... not for me it isnt!
Ran after little kids at my new job today, does that count for something?
Writing down everything that is stressing me out and why I can't handle what my mother is throwing at me anymore.
Oh and Praxis is coming up on Tuesday, totally not ready for that either bc SHES STRESSING ME OUT OVER THAT!
8.5.2010
11:37 pm
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
8.4.10 I do bad all by myself day 7
And no I'm not a Tyler Perry or who ever it is fan, I just felt like saying that ... hehe
So:
Health Nut:
Oatmeal for b'fast
Taco Bell for Lunch
Ham, rice and green beans for dinner... A REAL HOMECOOKED MEAL!!! :D so happy!
and an ICE POP for dinner! Totally made up for the Taco Bell whachum I ate
Worked out for an HOUR today with L.W. and J.W. go us! but boy do I feel tired! Gonna post the trial thing up later... its a 3 day set with a longer alternative....
Um the room....
Nada today... Except... what did I do? Oh yea... Went SHOPPING with J.S. !!! Found 4 pairs of earrings for $.98 each!! and a little hand purse for like $3.50! Go being thrifty! :D
And bought a few items for school like 5 binders for 59cents each, like totally worth it! : ) Oh and markers too so I can use that board again with out like totally ruining the one black one I have... It was $1 come on!
Hmmmmmmmm............... LOTR is on downstairs and the laundry is calling my name... I think I'll do both.
And thank you Calvin for peeing on the kitchen floor today. You were worth the $20 I got besides watching your mini owner!
So:
Health Nut:
Oatmeal for b'fast
Taco Bell for Lunch
Ham, rice and green beans for dinner... A REAL HOMECOOKED MEAL!!! :D so happy!
and an ICE POP for dinner! Totally made up for the Taco Bell whachum I ate
Worked out for an HOUR today with L.W. and J.W. go us! but boy do I feel tired! Gonna post the trial thing up later... its a 3 day set with a longer alternative....
Um the room....
Nada today... Except... what did I do? Oh yea... Went SHOPPING with J.S. !!! Found 4 pairs of earrings for $.98 each!! and a little hand purse for like $3.50! Go being thrifty! :D
And bought a few items for school like 5 binders for 59cents each, like totally worth it! : ) Oh and markers too so I can use that board again with out like totally ruining the one black one I have... It was $1 come on!
Hmmmmmmmm............... LOTR is on downstairs and the laundry is calling my name... I think I'll do both.
And thank you Calvin for peeing on the kitchen floor today. You were worth the $20 I got besides watching your mini owner!
But the problem is... Calvin ain't no puppy... hes almost 15!
Night ya'll! First shift at the new job tomorrow! :D SUPER EXCITED!!!
8.4.10 10:54 pm
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